I Messed Up Li Juan

"I Messed Up Li Juan" tells the story of someone reflecting on their past and the choices that led them astray. It begins with big dreams of starting a business, but things take a dark turn into gambling and loss. As their life unravels, they face the consequences of their actions and long for the good times they can’t return to. The line "The moment I turned 18, let's get to gamble and struggle" highlights the pivotal moment when everything changed. Through themes of lost dreams and emptiness, the song captures the struggle between what they wanted and how their life fell apart, taking listeners on a journey of regret and the hope for redemption.